Monday, December 13, 2010

Happy 150th day Birthday

DEAR MY DAUGHTER

Time goes day after day and you have been in this planet for five month today. Good thing is you are healthy and bad thing is you are missing parental love. Your mum and I always felt we are to blame for this situation. Your mum keep telling me how she is missing you especially at night time and it really make me alert. No parent would love to be staying away from their infant, my dear and so does infant. We tried to keep in touch with you through babysitters and are happy to know you are clever and never given them any troubles. We relief when we know everybody loves you by the time they see you. You gradually become the heart-beat of surrounding people and we are really concern on that.

Regardless of deep or shallow love you have been received by relatives and neighbours, we understand that it won't be perfect as you expect from your parent. It really doesn't mean we don't love you, baby by leaving you with others. We fight our willingness to search a better world for you. We swallow our pains in favour of your smooth life. We tried to convert our remembrance to strength. We console each other when we are sadden due to remembrance. We keep looking at other baby of your age when we see on public transportation. We dream how we'll raise your life when we see smart students on road. No matter how expensive it is, we'll never stingy in buying baby-wares. We have spent a lot in our phone bills because we want to keep in touch with your latest news.

Every morning, your mum wakes up by telling me how she dreamt of you. If the dream goes wrong, she'll start worrying about your health. She always seek the way she can return home to see you. She'll be silent after she talked to your Aunty about you. That time, I'll have to try to comfort her by telling something else to ease her mind. Oh my baby, it's never easy to work in oversea and we have been some new light of future since you come our world. We never feel tired because of you. We look at your photo when we feel exhausted. We tried to save money to shine your life. Whatever different between your mum and me, things go smooth when it is concern with you. We all will have common platform when we discuss your life. We are already busy with the brainstorming of ur raise.

Oh my baby, we wanted nothing but your good health. All we wanted at the moment is able to give you pleasure life. We are rated by some friends as cruel parent because we left you after 3 months old. We know our situation than anybody else. We have to brave if we want something special. In life, no pain no gain, my dear. Now your mum is trying to get some leaves on coming CNY days and hopefully you both able to meet one month from now. We are thanking you for calm and untroubled baby.

We wish you possess a good, happy, healthy and successful life together with your parent. I'll try to fulfill my part in making this dream come true. See you sooner or later, my princess.

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