Saturday, April 3, 2010

Parental diary

HOW ARE YOU, baby? Today we went to hospital and see OG as usual. With the prospect of knowing your gender, we both are happy and active to go there. Because a lot of our friends and relatives are asking your gender and we still can't answer that. Also we ourselves wanna know if you are baby boy or girl because we want to buy some clothes and dress for you to wear after u r delivery in home land. So we went to hospital this morning with fully excitement.

Your mum has been gaining a lot weight since she has been pregnancy for you. She never lost her appetite but a few earliest days. You are such a good baby, we know. You never demand for what your want to eat/drink. You accept whatever your mum eat. Unfortunately your mum much likes chilly especially these days. I don't know why and I, being your dad, always need to remind her to take it less even she can't stop it completely. So far you have been good to us since you arrive in our world without prior notice. I am happy to see your mum eat a lot without certain demand in foods. She eat even more than me. I believe she is eating for two including you of course. Seeing you both enjoy foods make me happy.

But today we didn't hear a good sound from our consultant doctor. She even confuse in some particular part. We, as an ordinary couple, can do nothing but take care you in what we can afford. We are worrying when we know from her. She was talking to us while measuring your dimension around your body. We can see you detail through computer monitor, the lung, the liver, the stomach, the leg, the hand, the head, the eye, ear,noise, etc from outside. We forgot to take a breath once she move around you. We want you a healthy baby and it makes us worry in what the doctor said. She generally told us it's rarely to be happen in default.

Meanwhile we are asked to acknowledge and signed on one piece of paper. The paper come with some terms and conditions read despite they are using the latest and advanced technology, the outcoming results of scanning machine can not be granted for 100%. They can say their finding is correct for 70% and the remaining 30% can be changed depend on you. We understand that we cannot afford to avoid risk when we are dealing with something special. Being a parent, we wants a perfect child, once the doctor tour on your body, we quietly see u through screen and excitedly listened what she told.

According to her, she can see a lot water around you and it's a strange to her. At this age, she should have able to see you quite clearly but she struggle to see u clearly through her magic ultra sound scanner. It make her difficult to classify ur gender. As a result we still don't know you are boy or girl. No matter what gender you are, you are welcome to our world. We'll gladly greet you with the open arm. We thought ur mum's gaining weight is bcz you are developing well. In fact it is due to water around you. We are quite annoying to know you are under such surrounding. Finally the doctor told us you are slightly smaller than normal/standard size of ur peers. We are not happy to learn that sound as we feed you the best in what we can afford. We go to the probably the best and expensive hospital for your safety. You mum always sleep side by side in order to give you comfort. She is such a good and caring mum for you. We hope you are coming to our world as a healthy baby.

On the return way, your mum was crying and she don't let me know what she is feeling at all. But I can understand what ur mum is feeling and thinking on d way. Oh my dear baby, please let us know by some way if you are not comfort there. Probably you can tell us through dream. We had heard a lot story like that. Every morning we exchanged about dreams and try to translate them. If our dreams are good, we are happy of course. If our dream are bad, we are sad and try to forget it. We are such a sensitive parent, baby. I hope you will understand us and help us by staying there properly. You are just few months away from this wonderful world and we can't wait to see you at all. Lets make our world a peaceful and enjoyable life.

Your beloving dad.

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